I’m pretty sure this is a rant, but this is my blog so yea.dreams are so bittersweet in so many ways, other than not being real they only last a night. & if its a good dream, you’ll never get it back, and your usually woken up at the best part; like when your about to get a million $$ or something like that. I’m not on the subject of nightmares, just dreams, like the confusing, yet it totally makes sense to you ones. The one where you wake up so confused, yet smiling for no reason. Dreams mess up your perception of reality too. Sometimes they give you a false hope, and the sad part is that sometimes you love and crave that false hope. Because in reality you know it’ll never happen, so at least in your dreams, you were rich with something at that moment and your mind and your heart were light. Sometimes I can’t fall asleep, usually because my mind is not at ease, and I have ADD so trying to concentrate on nothing and sleep is usually hard. But sometimes I catch myself daydreaming to make myself fall asleep, or making up stories in my head just to get my mind off of everything else. Its like reading a book that your mind is making up. Its just so insane, because sometimes I must convince myself to actually dream of what I think up? I mean if you think about it, you make up your own dreams anyway. wow, so back to dreams being bittersweet, have you ever woke up and just been pissed that a) you didn’t get the finish the dream b) the dream was great and ended so weird you don’t know why? Its just such a weird concept. We tell people, dream, not at night but make a dream and go get it. why? Because a real dream, is fake. Its not reality, its like the perception we have that we wish reality was. If that makes any sense. Dreams aren’t real, but I’ll have to admit I still go to bed wondering what I will dream about smiling.
the disarming observer
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